March 2012
1 post
Sixty First
You can’t have your cake and eat it too. You just can’t.
February 2012
19 posts
Fifty Fifth
There are people who are read easily. Thoughts that spill out. He thinks he understands my process. By no means does he know what I value. Fuck the mind games, and fuck the assumptions. I know who I am and who are important to me. I’ll get where I need to be with our without this person’s friendship. Simple as that.
Forty Fifth
Taking a minute from studying to write this real quick. It’s valentine’s day! (: Kinda bummed I had to cancel my plans because I got scheduled to work. Damn little kids and no dinner plans, forcing me to drive out and proctor them.. *sigh. Oh wells. Today has been amazing but so tiring. Little kids at an elementary school I work at made me Valentine’s Day cards! So cute :3 but...
Thirty Eighth again?
I have zero motivation to finish studying, and all the motivation in the world to sleep. Guess its karma for staying up late and chatting with people. -______- Bright side: I’m super excited to go to work tomorrow!!
Thirty Eighth
Sometimes it’s just so nice to let my thoughts out, unfiltered and be heard. A lot of times, I just need to say things and I get over it. At times like these, I just realize, there’s a reason I have so many people close to me. They all end up having my back at some point when I really need them & I don’t have to completely rely on one person. It’s nice to have this...
Thirty-First
To me, it’s funny how one day, you can meet someone, have lunch, chill and talk and somewhat get to know a little about them. Then the next day and the days after, the two of you are complete strangers. It’s definitely not hard to just kill the awkwardness and just say hello, but I get good giggles out of people squirming, so I’ma just let it float for a little longer. >=]
January 2012
64 posts
Thirtieth
Something I’ve noticed lately: a lot of couples don’t act like couples. At least not to me. There’s no sparkle in their eye. No giddy-ness to their voice. To me, it seems like people are taking perfectly good friendships and slapping a title onto it. Where’s the magic in that? It’s easy to find someone who will give you attention. It’s easy to find someone...
Twenty Sixth.
So many people dwell on what they feel has to be done. It’s so rare to find people who are doing things because it truly makes them happy. People are in organizations for the title, for the sense of belonging, to uphold an appearance, for their resume, etc. But really, how often do you come across people who are 100% happy with everything they’re doing? Meaning every minute of their...
Twenty-Fifth
It’s so amazing to have my laptop back!! Only issue now, they gave me a new battery… I already bought a replacement one before the damn thing broke! GAH, can I have a refund??? :((( What am I going to do with two batteries?! Ridiculous.
Twentieth.
That giddy feeling has resurfaced, meaning I’m back to myself. Centralized, rational, and honest. Unafraid to speak my mind, and dgaf on whether you care or not. Not to say I haven’t been myself, but it’s back to that position where I know where I’m going and nothing’s going to stop me, although people may join me.
This past weekend was the greatest breath of fresh...
Eighteenth.
It totally is recruitment week when I go online before going to sleep just to see what I have to wear tomorrow…
“One resolution I have made, and try always to keep, is this: To rise above the...”
– John Burroughs (via yearslater)
Thirteenth.
To add to my life: VITA (Volunteer Income Tax Assistance). Training manana, and next next weekend. Plus time spent helping. Gonna be a great experience, but wahhh! I wanted to sleep in… 6AM alarm, please do not fail me, or shut up when I mean to hit snooze but turn you off instead… Crossing my fingers and hoping I wake up!!!
Twelfth
Part of me still wishes things went down differently. You take what you get though and make the best of it.